I have had a few good days at work lately. I have been moved back to my quality department. My new boss seems nice and she has been really easy to work with. Going to work is not so much a chore anymore - it is however still work.
Today i printed my cover letter and CV to be mailed to Insight Communications in the US. We'll see how that goes. I honestly do not expect much as i require so much documentation to live and work there. I honestly do not see a company wishing to invest so much just to get a worker there.
I miss my daddy today. More so today then the other days. I miss how he smells... how he sounds when he's right here. The little .... sounds he makes. We all make sounds. I have been told i hum when I'm content. Must be a nice sound - i don't know i don't even notice I'm doing it.
I'm nearly finished my one sock money too. I would of finished it tonight if i got home before 7pm. Such is life of a mum.... i spend time going from work to mum to home then carting kids around in the evening.
My brother called tonight. He wants to go with me to see mum on Friday. He's gonna meet me at work then we'll go over together. I'm not sure what he is expecting. Usually dinner hour is a quiet time where i help her cut her food up and then chat as she eats her dinner. We'll see what the meeting brings.
Had another unsettled sleep last night. Kept having dreams of PH showing up and waiting for me in the parking garage. The running after me as i went back into the building to get help. Dreams of him coming right into my work demanding answers. Dreams of him catching me on the stairs ..... no fun at all. Makes for a tired littleone at the start and very end of the day.
But tonight I'm gonna dream of sock monkeys and cake and being safe within my daddy's arms so i can sleep really good tonight.
:)
