Today - on the way to work - my daddy got into a car accident. He slid and ended up hitting the semi truck in front of him. The car is damaged - he would not say how much but he was going 35 mph when he hit (or there about) He's been to the dr. He has soft tissue damage (whip lash injuries)
Today more then ever i wanted to be home so i can take care of him. It frustrates me to no end that i cant take care of him.....and makes me sad...
Tomorrow is that dreaded V-day.
I used to like it... once upon a time when i didn't live away from my daddy... when i didnt have some pecker head boyfriend ruin it every single year.. when i was not married to a guy who never remembered my birthday let alone v-day.
This year will be much of the same. It will be just me (and the dog & cats). It will be quiet. I'll eat something out of the freezer and it will be a quiet night.
But i long for the special night. The one where you get all dressed up. Have a nice dinner out - maybe some dancing in the kitchen after your home. The sparklies and flowers. Just the whole specialness of the day.
It would be nice. Sure beats frozen dinners and quiet.... by a long shot!!!
Somedays i wonder if i will ever get married again. I'd like to. After pecker head i said no way EVER am i going to get engaged let alone married. But here i am..... i would like to. I look at the wedding dresses.. and the rings .. and smile..... and wonder...
~i want to go home~
Wednesday, February 13
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